Why I will be inactive

I need to address that I am not killing myself. Jeez, I wouldn't die that early. I am leaving a few platforms because of my mother and father's insistence of having control of my accounts. I would be active... when I graduate college most likely, but I'm not sure when will I be back or when my family can finally respect my online privacy.EXPLANATION
The reason why I am doing this is for the betterment of my online safety and my mental and physical health. I have endured mental scars for the past half year that I couldn't handle the stress that leads to this situation, which is my fault, if I didn't lashed out and cried at my mom I would've been happy but no, irrationality ruins it and I am so sorry.I have been a victim of being a child of an idiotic and leech mother and a father that doesn't care. I tried to follow my culture and my own virtues, my religion as well. But I couldn't. I am influenced by western views and I have dissapointed my parents by not following the virtues and my own culture as a Filipino.I am a disappointment and really, I should be what my parents wanted. So I would be focusing on my studies.APOLOGY
To all of my friends who are reading this, I am sorry. I am sorry that I have to leave in this random, obscure day that I just have to. I am sorry for leaving you guys without a proper goodbye but I have to.Mischief, you're the first friend that heard my struggles openly. I'm so so thankful of your advice and wisdom yet I am so so so painfully sorry that I have to leave you my brother. I am sorry.Ethan, you are the first friend that I have the longest bond that I appreciate that we met through OCS. Without you, I wouldn't be the person I am today. You made me join the watch party and without that invitation I wouldn't been so interested in Death Battle. But I'm sorry for the time we spent to be cutten short.Watch party, you guys are my second family. It's a pain to leave and I'm so sorry for making all of you guys worry about me.To the person reading this, I appreciate that you read everything on this carrd, but it's also a waste of time really.Please, whoever is reading this, live well and god bless all of you.I promise when I return, I would be the same Sapphire that you guys remember. Not a sapphire that is leave to be dirty and uncared for.Sapphire out.- written: August 24, 2025 at 11:28 pm GMT +8 timezone